Marriage and Motherhood are the sweetest happenings in one's life. But when it happened to me I wasn't aware that this would change my life on the whole.
I feel like I have lost myself into it. I admit that I love both "M" but sometimes this strange feeling comes peeping its head out.
I read a lot before marriage. After marriage it became 50% and after hannu's birth it has been reduced to 10%. Much more pathetic is i have lost interest in watching TV. I wasn't a TV addict before. But I had my own interests to watch. With ILS around and soaps running regularly, gone are those days where I sit and surf channels. Hubby has no interest in this tv and movies stuff. Much to my compulsion we end up in going 2-3 movies per year. May be these responsibilities of "M" is making me fell so. Ah! it would be nice to have someone to take up all the responsibilities and I enjoy only the other part of "M". Nice dream :)
P.S. The reason for this post is I watched one hour of 'dumdumdum' movie in TV after very very long time without any disturbance. ILS were in the terrace chatting, sweet hubby was singing lullaby for hannu(it takes almost 1hr to make hannu sleep, hubby took that responsibility that day) and I was cutting veggies and watching TV. I wanted to watch the whole movie but the next day alarm for 3 am flashed in me to switch off the TV. Anyway felt like gone back to my space.
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